panda's mother died. My heart breaks for her. She's grieving. I don't want to call her or show up because I want to respect that she's also upset with me about unrelated things. But what horrible timing I have.

I'm seeing a new psychiatrist today. 90 minutes of appointment hell. They will judge me. I'm updating the timeline of my life that ( Read more... )

So I had a psychiatrist appointment today ( Read more... )

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My psychiatrist called me an arrogant bitch yesterday. ( Read more... )

My psychiatrist has been a tireless advocate for me for complete recovery. He always makes me feel like he completely believes in my capacity to fully recover/go into remission. Over the past four and a half years, I feel like he's done many things for me above and beyond the normal call of duty. He's always listened to me and either done what I ( Read more... )

( Chiller asked me five questions. )

God. I stop writing for a week and it seems like 90 billion different things have happened ( Read more... )

It's four o'clock in the morning. Again. And I am awake, again. Fuck life ( Read more... )